I've stopped my job at July 1, 2012. Since I was under contractual and due to my previous neonatal history, I've requested to end my contract early (about 12 days early as expected). So during my 35weeks and so on, I am staying at home waiting to give birth to my precious Aleina.
On July 11, 2012 (36w3d), it was my schedule (and supposedly last) for the NORA study and NOT my regular visit with my gyne. After my check up/detailed scan, the doctor informed me that I'm having low amniotic fluid. If I remember correctly the number she gave me was 3.8 AFI? For this, they proceed me with further testing, to know the reason why I was having low AF. They got some swab from me and test it, it seems to them that I am not leaking yet, and everything seems normal. I also feel normal. I've asked them if I can go home and come back the next day to see my gyne, but informed me that with that low AF I should be giving birth soonest as possible and monitor my baby from time to time. For this, I'm really worried as in super worried... Too afraid of the possibility that my first pregnancy history repeats. I cant loose this baby now, I've suffered enough and I think that is already enough!
The NORA Study: It was my 1st trimester in pregnancy, when one lady from KKH has asked me to join for the Neonatal Suvery conducted in the KKH by the SG Government (I think) where they want to study the risk associated in neonatal. So discussing about it, I think it's good for me to join for the following reason - addl test to be conducted which is totally FREE, free ultrasound and they also gave $10 each visit and a MILO. To be honest, I dont aim for $10 I only need is the extra check up they will provide and detailed ultrasound for each visit, ALL TOTALLY FREE. The only requirement is that you are in the early pregnancy and you'll give birth in KKH so they can totally monitor your pregnancy althroughout and even after giving birth. This is not a way of KKH to get more patients but a move of SG Government. The only cons is that, they dont operate in weekends, so if you need to conduct their test or check up, it should be during weekdays, and most of the time I'm taking a half day leave for this.
Heading to the delivery suites and talking to the nurses there, Dr Wee Horng Yen instructed that I should be admitted to the hospital and NOT allowed to go back home. But, I still feel ok though worried about me having low AFI. I asked the survey people if drinking of plenty of water may help for this condition, and said it doesnt help. They wasnt be able to know the reason why I was having low AF. I tried to insist to go home but they ask me to sign a promisory note that anything happens to us (me & baby), the hospital will not be liable. So I've talked to my hubby, and he told me that this time I need to trust my gyne.
July 11, 2012 - We've activated our package during my registration in the Delivery Suite. At that night, I stayed in the hospital and just waiting for me to give birth. I was only 36wks plus, not even 37wks to make it in a safer side. I've discussed with my gyne if possible at least to follow our July 24 CS Schedule, and he told me that it is not possible due to this condition. Then ask, if possible to be it on July 17, hubby's birthday. He replied to me yes this is possible but for everytime I stayed in the hospital, are hospital bill is increasing day by day. I was put in 3 days CTG monitoring to monitor baby's heartbeat and at the same time waiting for the right time administer steroid shots (to help mature baby's lungs) before giving birth. This time, I'm still monitoring my blood sugar.
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While admitted to the hospital and waiting to give birth to my precious little baby Aleina. |
July 12 - stayed in the hospital just to monitor the baby. At night time, the first shot of steroid was given to me. It was really painful (but bearable). There's only 1 thing in my mind, I dont care how painful it will be, as long as my baby is safe and alive, I'll be ok.
July 13 - after 12hrs+ of the first steroid shot, another/second steroid was administered to me. For this, we need to wait for 24hrs before I scheduled for cs operation. Due to the steroid shot, my blood sugar went so high (around 11+). Due to this, we cannt schedule for cs operation until my blood sugar has been normalized.
July 14 - afternoon, we've talked with Dr Wee about the scheduled operation to be done on Sunday, 15th of July @ 10am. My husband ang I agreed to this, we just dropped the idea of having our baby's birthday the same as her dad's. I have felt mix emotions: excitement, joy, worry.... I told my husband not to worry for me and focus to our precious baby once she's out of my belly. They have left the hospital at around 11pm almost.
At night time, I cant help myself to worry about my baby as this is unexpected birth, a bit early as to my expectation. I was teary-eyed but then suddenly a nurse walk into the room and talk to me. I told her all my worries, I told her I'm so much worried of loosing my baby (this time). She told me, that my condition is almost common and manageable and there's nothing to worry about. Thanks GOD for sending this woman to talk to me at least I find myself at peace. Before I go to bed, I pray hard to GOD to guide us for tomorrow's operation especially to my baby's condition.
July 15 - I wake up early at about 4am, then 6am. Hubby and mil arrived early in the hospital at around 7am they are already in my room. Almost all of our things are ready, we're just waiting for the nurse to assist me to the delivery/operating room. Early compare to the schedule, the nurse ask me to take a shower, etc.
At around 9am I was already inside the operating room, the nurses are talking to me, trying to comfort me and giving me some tips (coz they are about to administer anesthesia). I told them I am still ok, not feeling of too nervous (compared to my first experience when I gave birth to my #1). The anesthesiologist is seems not good coz as far as I could remember, he tried so many times (at least 5 tries) for me to get the correct point for the anesthesia... (Whew, he get me afraid of it, lol).
So once done, they have started the procedure. I choose only regional anesthecia so I'll be aware of what is hapenning around me. I can hear if my baby come out crying or not, or whatever it is. The lady nurse presses so very hard on my belly, the feeling of me almost going to vomit, to push down my baby. After a while, I heard Aleina's first cry. And their rate 9/10... Soooo happy, only one thing I can say in my mind - Thank You LORD so much... Even till now when I remember all this, and while writing this, I've got teary-eyed. All seems fresh.... One nurse first told and congrats me that my baby is well. Then later Dr Wee congratulate me and informed me that due to my GD she needs to be monitored for Low/High Blood Sugar. In the end, all is well.